What have i become?

Hmm...yeah thats a question i am trying to answer these days and true enough, i read stranger books and watcher weirder movies. How about people i meet, you ask? The lesser i speak, the better. Anyway, here is something i read and thought sounded apt to this situation:

"I COULD NOT BECOME ANYTHING: NEITHER BAD NOR GOOD,
NEITHER A SCOUNDREL NOR AN HONEST MAN,
NEITHER A HERO NOR AN INSECT.
AND NOW I AM EKING OUT MY DAYS IN MY CORNER,
TAUNTING MYSELF WITH THE BITTER AND ENTIRELY
USELESS CONSOLATION THAT AN
INTELLIGENT MAN CANNOT SERIOUSLY
BECOME ANYTHING; THAT ONLY A FOOL CAN BECOME SOMETHING."

Its appraisal time.Let me get back to some serious work now...